this actually sucks. I have got people loving me and i am grateful but then this one fcking person comes and ruins it for me??! like wtf you weak as* b*tch are you really gonna let a man ruin things for you. I am loved. People around me are so beautiful and lovely but i want them that one person who doesn’t want me. like tf wow! absolutely amazing. and how disappointing i am in myself i never expected myself to be this weak. they don’t want me. stop thinking about them. if they wanted they would make an effort. stop making efforts for both of you. dammit seriously i am so so disappointed in myself. Get a grip you stupid mf b*itch. this aint you. they don’t want you their fcking loss. Look around you and be grateful. stupid ass